I won't ever let it rest until I'm done, to get to one of the big clubs, because I want a bigger percentage chance of winning. Why wouldn't I? I envy those managers that are there, I really do.
I tried to push him away with my head. I apologise to everyone. I should not have got involved in it.
You feel vulnerable when you hear things that are not being said.
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The Sack Race's Opinion
Pardew has delivered in almost every job he's had in the Premier League and Championship. Not one to shy away from the media, Pardew is one of the most colourful managers in the top flight and will no doubt be back in the dugout soon.